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Rose-Colored Glasses

12/17/2014

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Here is the world.  
Beautiful and terrible things will happen.  
Don't be afraid.  | Frederick Buechner

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I once worked with a woman named Joan.  I was 25 and she was in her
 early 50s.  In dealing with my turbulent teenage years and early 20s, I thought I knew about true heartache. 

 But I didn't.  

Joan had a stage 3 ovarian cancer and was treated with chemotherapy during day, and then she would come to work at night as a nurse.  Although I enjoyed our conversations and listened to stories about her beautiful adopted daughter from China, she was quite snarky at times.  And understandably so.  She was fighting for her life.

 When she said to me, "You only see things with rose-colored glasses," she didn't mean it as a compliment.  And I knew that.  These words have stayed with me all these years later.    

I didn't feel like explaining to her what I had witnessed as child, what my home life truly entailed, and what bad decisions I had made to hurt myself.  She was ill and I wasn't going to burden her with my stories.  

BUT, she was right.


And for 10 years, I lived in my eternally optimistic world.  Despite my mom's initial bout with cancer, she was in remission.  In this time, I had three beautiful babies.  I nursed them, made their food, and cared for them above all.  They, of course, consumed me.  I was in love.  My daily irritations were trivial.  My world was small.  

  A rose colored world is one of love, joy, and abundance.  A place we'd all like to reside in always.  And a place I believe we can.  There is always a silver lining in most things.  The opposing view is permeated with fear, scarcity, and self-imposed suffering.   

As Anaïs Nin said, "We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are." 

But what if our rose-colored glasses aren't always healthy?  For me, at times, I've known them to be my protection - a kind-of imperfect resilience.   A way of not dealing with the reality in front of me.  As my therapist says, "I dwell in positivity…always."  It's my natural way of being.  But I've used my rosy lens in dealing with my bumpy marriage, my ailing mother, and many other trials.  

I've put on hold things I can't deal with at the time being.   Hoping they would go away.   I've justified the inexcusable.  I've tolerated the offensive.  I've put other's needs at the expense of my own.  And even worse, I looked for my worth in the opinions of others.  

But I would say I see things more clearly now than I ever have.          

So ask yourself what have you avoided ?  And maybe…
  • What needs your attention?
  • What could you surrender?
  • What is no longer serving you?
  • Is anything clouding your perception?
  • What needs to be destroyed? 
  • What can be re-built? 
  • Do you have blind spots in your life?
  • What will help you this clearly?  
  • And whom will stand by your side?

Life can be messy.  Emotions complicated.  To live a full and healthy life, we have to find the joy and resilence within us and around us.   But we must also welcome the places where we are blinded.  For if we don't acknowledge and address the struggles we have, we can't heal them.  I can't live on the surface of life.  And I doubt you can.    

I leave you with a quote from a book I am reading, The Dance of the Dissident Daughter, by Sue Monk Kidd,  
"Descent is not about finding light but about going into the 
darkness and befriending it. 
If we remain there long enough, it takes on its own luminosity. 
It will reveal everything to us."


The winter is a perfect time to gather your resources and go within.  
May you be shown the light.  
And glow with true and healthy radiance.  
As you are revealed what you need to know.  
Shine, beautiful ones.  
6 Comments
Jodi Brown link
12/17/2014 08:10:08 am

Lovely perspective. Thank you.
I know for me I use my rose colored glasses as protection. Like you, I've been "accused" of optimism, and I find it many times a protective mechanism. Why? Because if I thought about the real reality of a lot of things, I'd never get out of bed.
I believe, there is a gift in every difficult struggle. It doesn't always present itself right away, but in hindsight I frequently catch myself thinking..."oh, THAT's why that needed to happen. GREAT."
So yes, peak into those dark corners. You might be surprised what you discover.
Thanks, darlin'.

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Karin
12/17/2014 08:31:13 am

Absolutely Jodi. Love what you wrote, "peeking in the dark corners." As they say...Life can only be understood backwards, but must be lived forward. Sending you love and light sister.

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Julie
12/17/2014 09:45:17 am

Karin,
As always, thank you for your honesty. I so appreciate how you say what others just think. I love your vulnerability, and I appreciate you sharing your journey virtually. I've sat in my dark corners again and again. They suck! Survival for me was a gratefulness practice when I was blinded by darkness. Toss me a pair of those rose colored glasses to borrow for a bit. I'm trying to invite more color into my life. Blessings to you.
Julie

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Karin
12/17/2014 11:00:39 am

Every time I read something you that you've written, I think I wish you wrote more. Your journey would be so helpful to so many women, especially dealing with some of cards you've been dealt. And also with your training in social work. Gratitude and girlfriends always works wonder when I am going through a tough time. So thankful for you and all your support. Much love.

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Caithlyn
12/18/2014 03:17:08 pm

I love reading this. Be wonderful to talk about so many things.
My heart smiles listening to you.

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Shannon Rogers
7/26/2015 02:26:09 am

Hi, I really that that quote by Sue Monk Kidd, I like the idea of integrating the shadow inside into our life and I wanna get it tattoed on my arm. But I don't understand what she means by "Descent", as far as I'm aware descent meaning going downwards.. Can anyone explain this to me before I get it tattooed on my body? Thanks!

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